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Where I am now, Where I need and want to be

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Sep. 10th, 2014 | 10:03 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative

These are things that I've been thinking about lately.

Where I am now
I am incredibly blessed to be able to be where I am now. I am currently employed in my field of study. I have wonderful coworkers. My friends and family are great. I have ab boyfriend that loves me dearly. Who can complain, right? However, inside of me, I feel like I'm made to do something more. I was talking to one of my coworkers who is far more spiritual than I am, but she made valid points that I agreed with. God definitely has a plan for me... For all of us. In times of struggle or hardship, it is definitely hard to see. What I do is because of God. His hands are working through my hands. There is a reason why everything happens. I met these people that I work with for a reason, and in someway we have affected each others lives.

Where I need to be
At my current age, I still live with my parents. I want a life to call my own. but that is a complicated subject. I have an ultimate goal in mind. I know where I want to be, but I dont know if its where I NEED to be. My mantra has always been, "life is a beautiful struggle." And I still believe it. My life has not been perfect. I have learned to be patient with life and myself. My time will come. I know. As I said, earlier God has a plan for me. The encounters I face everyday is one day closer where He wants me to be. It's incredible. I know I'm not the perfect practicing Christian, but I do belive in Him and His word. I would not be where I am today if it was not for Him.

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